I’ve just done a meditation on love – at long last! It’s only the second time since I came back from retreat. It took me a while to get into it and I only sat for half an hour. I really want and need to do this more often.
I heard JC playing the piano and breathing. And I could see the cross with the white shroud hanging from it, like the picture in my scrapbook. The reading in my meditations book today was about dreaming the dreams of a loving person and not an angry person. That’s what I want to be.
I need to let go of my anger.
I thought about an annulment today. It seemed to me that it was something I should explore. I don’t think it is something I have resolved once and for all really.