I’m having doubts about my relationship with Tenderness. About my feelings? Maybe. About his? Probably. I don’t know. He doesn’t seem to look forward to seeing me very much. I make the effort to travel to see him, and so far, that hasn’t been reciprocated – although he does promise. Only, I’m beginning to ask myself now – is it worth it?
I’m weary with work at the moment. The students are so rude and it’s just a struggle. I’m not enjoying it much at the moment.
I need to do more exercise apparently – it will make me less tired! More running JC has suggested? I might give it a go.