Diary of a Sunflower: 3 January, year 2

Sunflower continues to question her relationship with Tenderness in his absence – he has travelled abroad for a few months. A new friendship is developing with Sedation. 

I meditated today – on the need to be still and to just be.  

JC said to me with a wry smile: 

So, you’ve found your soul mate?

Have I? Have I really? And does it matter?  

Too heavy – too soon.  

I went to the river with Him – where it divides around the little island. It still flows naturally, without being forced, and becomes one again at the appropriate time. And still, all I can do is love Tenderness. Sedation disturbs me. He challenges me just by being there. My head is less busy when I am with him. 

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