I’ve been neglecting myself! Exercise, space, food, health, work – the whole caboodle. And then I wonder why I’m feeling stressed! I just did a good meditation and I think it’s calmed me down a bit – I had a rage on earlier. I need to regain some control over my life – and let go of fear. I musn’t be afraid to be vulnerable with Sedation, but I shouldn’t be emotionally dependent on him either. Letting go of fear is one thing, but pinning everything on another for your emotional wellbeing is probably not a good idea.