Diary of a Sunflower: November, year 2

Friday 1  November, year 2 

Sunflower’s dad died in the night. 

Wednesday 27 November, year 2 

I feel really tired most of the time and I feel inadequate. It’s like I have to apologise a lot and that things are not up to scratch. And then there are the times where I just cry – like now.  I haven’t meditated at all since and part of me is so afraid to. I don’t want to go too deeply into anything just because of how much it might hurt. I can’t believe Dad is not there anymore. 

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