Friday 1 November, year 2
Sunflower’s dad died in the night.
Wednesday 27 November, year 2
I feel really tired most of the time and I feel inadequate. It’s like I have to apologise a lot and that things are not up to scratch. And then there are the times where I just cry – like now. I haven’t meditated at all since and part of me is so afraid to. I don’t want to go too deeply into anything just because of how much it might hurt. I can’t believe Dad is not there anymore.