Diary of a Sunflower: 1 February, year 4

The diary entries are extracts from my spiritual journey, going back about twenty years.

No, I tell you this because I was told to tell it – by what you might call ‘ a higher authority’ – and truth is, the thought of how to tell it has taxed me for so many years.

Miss Garnet’s Angel, Sally Vickers

Don’t believe in the longevity of this relationship anymore. I have trust issues and Sedation is not convincing me that letting go of them is the right thing. He doesn’t listen when I try to express any feelings of dissatisfaction with the way it is and he goes off on his little martyr, poor me trip. I’m fed up with it to be honest and it’s pretty boring. I don’t know if and when we’ll split up, but I don’t see myself throwing my lot in with him. 

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