Diary of a Sunflower: 22 October, year 2

I’ve just done a meditation on love – at long last! It’s only the second time since I came back from retreat. It took me a while to get into it and I only sat for half an hour. I really want and need to do this more often. 

I heard JC playing the piano and breathing. And I could see the cross with the white shroud hanging from it, like the picture in my scrapbook. The reading in my meditations book today was about dreaming the dreams of a loving person and not an angry person. That’s what I want to be. 

I need to let go of my anger. 

I thought about an annulment today. It seemed to me that it was something I should explore. I don’t think it is something I have resolved once and for all really. 

1 thought on “Diary of a Sunflower: 22 October, year 2”

  1. What a lovely blog
    Nice and honest and confrontational
    Good Scot
    Go for it 👏
    For Myself , being a lazy sun loving African
    By accident ( as I should have grown up in London )
    And I am not saying I have any answers to anything
    But I embrace my anger
    Work through it with our Lords help
    Agree that I was right all along 👍
    Then case closed
    If it ever comes into my mind again I humble apologise and submit all those thoughts to be left at the feet of Jesus on the cross
    Bless you

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